Wednesday, March 31, 2010

hmm

So I am having this new thought. I am 21 years old, a senior in college. I am still young, the things im stressing about now will not matter in the future. When I get upset when about guys, when I get upset with my friends, and even upset about things going on in my soriety. I know that a year from now, maybe even sooner, these things will seem silly and frivolous. Until then, I need to cool down.
I am always so worried about everyone else and what everyone else is thinking. I need to concentrate on myself more. Another thing i need to do is stop thinking that my friends and significant others are out to get me. Sometimes i feel like everything everyone does is them trying to hurt me or trying to get other people to hate me. I have noooo idea why I even think this way, but it needs to stop! How do you just stop doing something you have done your whole life?

Monday, March 29, 2010

Lets be more mature than our students...

Today my professor screwed me over. I have to turn in a human subjects form in order to survey people to put the research in my senior seminar. It takes the committee a couple weeks to approve the human subjects form and they only meet once a week. I had asked my professor the day after I turned in it if he had received it. I followed him to his office and he pulled it up on his computer and made sure he had gotten it.
I turned in my completed human subjects form several weeks ago, thinking my professor was a responsible person, i ASSUMED that he had turned it into the committee. My professor had approached me today and told me he hasn't gotten it yet. I told him "yes you do, I'm sure i turned it into you!" and he proceeded to tell me he had not received it. I started to tell him that I remember being in his office when he pulled it up on his computer, and he just ignored me and turned and walked away from me.
The next day I had another class with him and when I went to turn in my test he proceeded to tell me "oh Blake I did have your human subjects form It just wouldn't come up on my computer when i tried opening it" and I said "so...you knew that you had it all along, you probably just lost it and didn't want to admit it " and I walked away.